“JOURNEY OF SPIRITUAL EXPLORATION”
When I lived a full of suffering, I had a question why I was born in this world. I couldn’t totally understand what my life was all about. Because even if there was a lot of suffering in the world no one seemed to care about it, and of course, no one seemed to care about my suffering, too.
Now I understand what I was exactly doing then was just refusing to accept my reality, fighting against illusions my mind created.
And what I actually focused my mind on then was just finding negative issues and it turned into just grumblings because I was so unhappy.
But no one in this world, even my parents, has responsible for my happiness.
It is only myself.
Now I think I was just addicted to unhappiness because I couldn’t accept my ego self so that I hated myself.
One day at last I thought, “That’s enough.” “I don’t want to live like this anymore.”
That’s because I couldn’t understand that if there were really only unhappiness in this world, why did so many people want to live and some people actually seemed so happy?
Were all people crazy? No, no, there was something wrong with me.
And furthermore, I realized then my real desire to want to experience happiness, too actually. I really wanted to know what happiness and true love are.
At that time, I think the journey of spiritual exploration to this day began.
There were such times.
I don’t think any of my experiences were wasted. Moreover, now even the past and the future are gone, and there is only the present.
We all are on a journey to awaken to our own true nature, and deepen its realization.
And I am so grateful to be able to share the present moment with you all. 🙏✨💗
With all heart and soul,