When we don’t find steady connection with the innermost silence yet and are not alive with centering it, we often paralyze what we feel, we easily devote ourselves only to living in the same way as a person instead of observing what we’re doing and saying and of inspecting deep inside.

In the meantime, we are incredibly afraid of finding different ourselves from others, and so our ego even tends to try to maintain peace of mind so badly by eliminating people who are different because of its heavy fear.

That’s one of the way of ego-level to maintain peace of mind. And the mind unavoidably needs evil to be good all the time. In this way, we keep making a cause of battles, and thereby, we will keep ourselves away from the fact and can unconsciously avoid to face with ourselves as long as we are able to find evil outside.

Then, how can we create a true peace in the world?

In the first place is it possible?

No matter how hard we try to be right or we want others to be, it never comes true. It’s simply because however we think it is right with our perspective, it is never right for all other people. And no one can force others to accept fully we are the only one to be right. Because no one can be never the only one to be right.

Then what?

At least, if there’s a way, it will be only about each of us finding the true heaven that has always been existing in us and truly realizing there’s no evil and good at all.

And the most importantly, if our action doesn’t start spontaneously, then it means that fundamental change cannot occur in us and our world. Spontaneity is to naturally arise from our heart. It never comes from our mind, nor our sense of values, nor knowledge.
So, if our action doesn’t start spontaneously yet, then we will be still in the same phase to make an effort to control our life, and to be able to easily tend to become a victim as before. If so, while we should wait our natural spontaneity to arise and find steady connection with the innermost silence first. 🙏💗✨


“Desire and greed”


Desire is based on the recognition of “lack” and arises from the illusion that “if I get something, I can experience more than I do now.”

Greed comes from what the ego is addicted to stimulation of the brain reward system.

Desire also can develop to the point of greed.

Therefore, once we’re addicted to stimulation in our brain’s reward system, it becomes very difficult to stop it by willpower.

It is possible for anyone to stop it by some reason in temporary, but it won’t happen any change that fundamentally changes our behavior.

Those who have experienced addiction, and are recovering, know that fundamental change begins when we ourselves are connected to the innermost silence and get back our own spirituality.

Because both desire and greed unavoidably have extreme narrow visual field from the point of the ego and mind that recognize, and the mind can’t clearly observe ourselves because of our powerful judgment by values.

If you’ve ever wanted something and you’ve got it without observing it in detail, choose “don’t get it” once by the connection to your innermost silence when you want it. And observe what kind of emotions or thoughts you will experience at that time. How strong is the desire or the greed, and what kind of emotions or thoughts come from not being able to get it? Just observe them, then you will be clearly able to notice something you have never been aware of so far.

Then you’ll spontaneously see a different choice and will find yourself who is able to make a different choice. Simultaneously, fundamental change will happen in you.🙏💗✨




We start by developing our ego and realizing what’s good and what’s bad about us. Then, we realize what the “bad” brings to us. In most cases, it causes suffering and pain, so we try to be only good, and we become wanting only good things around us as well.

Some people say that if we do something bad, we will have a hard time, if we do something good, we will not only feel good, but also the world will change better, and say that that’s the law of cause and effect. And so they start to act like righteous people. Then, they start to insist on legitimacy of cruel treatment of what they consider “evil.”

However, their words and actions are clearly what they call “evil” itself, in turn, the fact unavoidably becomes making them an unacceptable fact for them. In this way, they become stuck in the contradiction and nowhere.

In the agony, some of us touch the Oneness beyond it and misunderstand as if they reached somewhere by it. But they are still alive in the dual-world of like “touch or not touch” and it means that they are strongly supported by their ego.

That is called the intelligent fool yet.

Transcendence is not any experience nor any accomplishment.

Transcendence is not any accumulation of knowledge, nor any keep on religious teachings.

Transcendence is to be existence itself, is to be the Oneness itself, and is to be the Consciousness itself.

Transcendence is to be the unconditional love itself.

Therefore, the Self has completely no separation such as “I” or “I enlightened” and there’s no individual existence to teach and to be taught at all. And thus there’s no effort and no doer at all.

There’s no ego, thus no cravings nor purpose completely. Of course, there’s no right and wrong at all. Moreover, there’s no past, nor future, and even nor present. There’s no time and space.

Only moment exists.

Only pure “being” remains.

Refreshingly simple and pure.

That’s transcendence.

In this sense, there is no existence other than existence itself, in other words, all is an expression of the Self, unconditional love itself. 🙏💗✨




At the level of the ego, no matter how hard reasonable we may be, we will never become perfect. No matter how hard we try, it’ll never be able to be close to perfect, and therefore, to us who identify ourselves with the ego, life will always be accompanied by difficulties, and will not escape the pain of blaming ourselves for not being perfect.

Our ego and reason exist not to learn how to control them or to monitor for us to live correctively, but only to experience the transcendent of them. That’s a reason. Because without them, we can never be able to have the experience of transcending them and also never be able to taste how it is.

Sooner or later, we are tired out of improving the ego and the lack of our reason, and so naturally, we get to a path to transcend them.

So, at the moment, keep trying to control the ego and to monitor them.
Because only when we get tired out of it, we can surrender totally and the path appears in front of us spontaneously.

Then we will be able to truly realize the role of ego in our life, and we will truly understand that it was not because we were not good enough, but only, our idea of the ego and reason had a limit.🙏💗✨




What is a drama?

Drama is created beyond our willpower by our ego, is a replay based on our unconscious interpretation of past pain, and is a futile attempt to get a different result.

It is an obsession with delusions that is to repair the past in the replay, and it’s also an illusion that if we could control the situation in the replay, the pain of the past might be healed.

There is no love in such drama for others or for ourselves, but there is only an obsession with illusions.

On the other hand, what we actually want is healing and freedom from the past.

However, the obsession is closely intertwined with past negative emotional experiences, so craving to repair the past are beyond willpower and powerful uncontrollably and it can become an addiction easily.

In this way, we are often swayed by our own powerful emotions uncontrollably by some trigger.

Therefore, no matter how much we wish to “stop doing this” when we are calm, it will never come true by willpower, and only when we realize and accept our own helplessness against our ego can we find a way to recover.

Until then, and every time we return to the point where we are swayed by our own powerful emotions, we return again into the drama and lose the present.

The drama is born when we identify our ego, emotions, body or etc. with ourselves. Therefore, drama can only exist at the level of the mind, and the moment we return to our true nature, we cannot live the drama or be influenced by our emotions.

And fortunately, the profound choices to return to our true nature is only made by ourselves when we can be calm enough to observe ourselves without any judgment.

We are not victims, nor assaulters, nor the ego, nor the mind, nor the body, nor the emotion, but our true nature, the existence transcends all of them.🙏💗✨


“A letter from the heaven”


Dear beloved people,


Your heart is full of sorrow or suffering and you may wish to be saved, or you feel like there are many people who need to be saved, but we’ve been being saved even before we are born.

Or you may ask how to be happy or how to make people happy, but in fact, no one can ever be truly unhappy.

Or you feel you lost your way and you may ask how to get home in the heaven, or you may think you finally remembered again. But in fact, we’ve never left there and have been being always in the heaven.

It’s just because you’ve forgotten your natural connection to Consciousness (=the heaven) and how, so you feel like desperately want to get it back.

In fact, it’s what we all go through and they are just our necessary experiences until finding the innermost heaven and realizing we are itself.

We can never actually lose the connection to the Consciousness (=the heaven) and can also never leave here, the heaven.


What we need to recall again is not the forgotten memory in our head, but the innermost sense of us.

Truth is that we are always here at the heaven in the timeless present and we can even never lose love, because we are unconditional love itself.

Our experiences in our individual awareness or all we see are just reflections of our awareness and they are only illusions.

All is always inside us relatively each of our minds and our hearts.

Just go ahead.

Just go ahead and do what you feel you should do. And then whenever you feel wispy unharmonious, follow that intuition.

After all, we continue to consider that we must save people until we realize that we ourselves needed such beings, or we are satisfied that we found a way back home in the heaven until we realize that we’ve never left the heaven before, or we keep fighting until we realize that we’ve just kept fighting against our own illusions.

All we always need is to ask ourselves why we are saying and doing that and repeat it over and over again until we can clearly observe ourselves more profoundly without jumping at a plausible answer. Because we all can change our own sayings and doings only after we can observe ourselves without any judgment. And that’s because all we want is true peace and love.

Until then, just go ahead and do what you feel like you should do.

At least, our doing absolutely leads us to the next for ourselves.

All is always well.

Even if we can not accept this fully now, but the consciousness always does and when our awareness are ready we will be able to recall as much as we need.

All is well.🙏💗✨


“Journey = life”


We’ve been taking a journey. We live the journey called the life.

Many people think as if journey = life is about having a destination and physically mentally spiritually reaching to a particular place, but if we consider our journey = life is for something to go somewhere else, then we lose the present.

We are here at the present, and only the present is where we can exist.

Only this very moment is real.

Just as our existences are here at the present, the journey = life is about experiencing the present moment, in other words, about tasting physical mental spiritual existence as totality, or about being there with full integration of them.

How much we spiritually awaken now doesn’t matter, and has totally nothing to do with our efforts as well. Moreover, even how profound realization we will be able to reach is one of illusions our minds create.

Rather the important is how sincerely we want the truth at the moment and how humbly we accept who we are right now.

For instance, if our journey = life is about getting to a particular place, then when we encounter an accident along the way, we curse or easily get irritated as if an unexpected accident were a drag our feet, or an obstacle to force changes to our plans.

In this way, we unconsciously create dramas by ourselves and continue to play the role of victims.

But truth is paradoxical.

The journey = life is always here at the front of us and only the present is real.

Living this moment simple can let us flow naturally, resonate with the rhythm of the universe, open the next phase for each of us without difficulty and naturally deepen the spiritual awakening.

Ultimately, time never passes by and moreover, we never go anywhere because we are not here to reach somewhere or to grow up.

Just bless the present.

Our existence or its influence on each other is always perfect however we realize.🙏💗✨


“Consciousness and awareness”


Consciousness never belongs to individual, but awareness does.

No matter how many times we touch the Oneness, it can’t say we become fully-awakened, actually we often can’t stay the same state of divine nature for a long period. The mystic experience can make us be aware a lot we’ve never been aware before, but still, there can be often some parts that we may be unaware that we’re still sleeping.

When something happens, if we get upset by unexpected, or if we immediately want to accuse someone who is involved, or if we insist on own correctness, that is to say, in that part, we don’t connect with our true nature and we are still sleeping. We’re not still aware of the part of own asleep. It means we still stick in somewhere our past and are not free yet.

At such times, our awareness is towards only the outside and we are far apart from our true nature, the Consciousness of being an observer.

If we notice ourselves in such a state, expand our own awareness by returning and staying to our connection to the Consciousness. Stay awake and start observing ourselves alertly again.💗🙏✨




In Japanese, the word “busy” is used a character “lost our heart”.

It’s a state of being buried in doing or immersed in thinking restlessly, and that means we’re not in the present.

And it also means we lost our heart into the busyness to predict and control the visible world of our own outside.

While we are buried in busyness, we are unable to touch the beauty of lives or even open our heart to the unknown infinite bliss, then unfortunately unable to connect with our true nature or the innermost silence.

Furthermore understandably, we are even unable to realize about the ultimate love in front of us.

Even though busyness makes us lose our hearts and the present from the existence, then why most of us are busy?

In the depth of our busyness, there are hidden beliefs like “We’re not good enough,” “The value we need for existence is what to be useful to someone,” in other words, “we always must be doing something for others.”

So that many of us may be afraid to be alone and by avoiding quiet places, to try to stay away from the innermost silent voice.

In particular, until we are able to become catch the innermost silence undoubtedly, we are actually tossed about critical voice of the mind which is very much reflected in values, and so we may want to escape the pain of it.

This adversely, when we become aware of our own speeches and behaviors that we’ve never noticed before, it means that we’re at a phase where we’re connected enough to our true nature, ready to face the facts or to be able to let go of unnecessary beliefs that we’ve brought unconsciously.

Believe in the inherent strength (many of us haven’t realized yet), and be the present to listen to the innermost silence alertly. 🙏✨💗




If we feel difficulty in a relationship with someone, it’s proof that some theme is hidden for us.

Don’t run away from our own feelings or don’t pass the buck to that person, face with ourselves, just step by step. It can sometimes take a long time to face with. But it will surely lead us to more mature and let us free from our invisible cage which is based on our past memory or fixed idea we’ve unconsciously brought.

Once we are purely able to accept the fact and sincerely face with it, the same theme will be unable to happen again for us. Because we’ve stepped to the next phase already.

We all have a variety of themes worth challenging and they are always hidden in our relationships with others or in something we feel difficult to handle.

In this way, if we can consider all problems as our own themes and can faith that they can bring us to the more profound realization and to natural next phase, then every problem will be simply a blessed gift given to us from our true nature.

Choice is always up to us. Take time for ourselves however others and our mind say. Because it’s the most significant time for us spiritually. 🙏💗✨


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