「今」この瞬間を生きる #faith #rightnow #spirituality #enlightenment #livehealingly 

「今」この瞬間を生きていると、宇宙が常に自分の味方なんだということがよく分かる。

「今」自分の身体は何を必要としている?「今」私の心は何をしたがっている?

自分自身に正直に、自分を大切に「今」この瞬間を生きていると、毎日がワクワクとした喜びに満ちて、この世界の豊かさ(物質的、精神的など全て)や美しさに感動することが多く(いや、そればかりと言っても過言ではない)、満たされた幸せの中で意図したことが瞬く間に実現していくのを見ることができる。

昨日の出来事。

昨日は午後2時過ぎに人を訪ねる、会いに行きたい人との約束があった。けれど、出かけるまでに済ませておきたいことがいろいろあってやっているうちに、結構時間がかかってしまって。気がついたときは午後1時前。午後2時過ぎと言う私の「過ぎ」はせめて午後2時20分まで、遅くとも午後2時半までの感覚。所要時間40分の先方のところに辿り着くためには普段の私の感覚では、ちょうど出かける準備を始めなければならない時間。ところが。

流しには洗っておきたい食器が山ほどあって。それを見て時計を見て、思考が廻る。「この時間からこの量の洗いものしてたら、間に合わないよ?」「でも洗っておいた方が…」

はい、終了。

「私はどうしたら、心地いい?」

間髪いれず「洗ってから出かける方が気持ちいい」

もう、迷いません。

後は全てを宇宙に委ねます。

そして洗いものをして、全てを拭いて食器棚に片付けます。それから出かける前のシャワーです。

これらをする間、全く「焦り」というものが出てこない。宇宙に委ねていない状態だったら、頭の中はフル回転で次にすることを考えていたり、焦っていたりもするのですが、昨日は本当に「焦る」こと自体が寄りつかない状態で、いつものように一つひとつ食器を洗って拭いて片付けて、いつものようにシャワーを浴びて。何も変えなかった。

その間、時々時計に目をやっていました。するとね、不思議なことに時間が進むのがいつもより遅いんじゃないの?ってくらい、全てが進んでいくのとは反対に時間が経たないのです。最終的に出かける用意ができたとき、まだ午後2時前で半までに着きたい私にはバッチリの時間。

そこからナビを設定して(初めて行く場所)車を走り出し…しばらく走った頃にお腹が空いていることに気づく( ˊᵕˋ )

私、お昼食べてなかった!

知らない場所へナビを利用して出かけるときは、よく高架と下の道の違いが分からなくて間違えたりすることがあるので、時間に余裕を持って出かけるのが常なのですが、もう委ねちゃっていますから、全てがキチンとなるようにことが運ぶことは分かっていたので(何よりも「宇宙の法則」を信頼してます)、コンビニで買い物、レジのお姉ちゃんに感動して感謝して、お姉ちゃんとそんな話をゆっくりしたのにも関わらず、先方宅に着いたのは午後2時半ピッタリ。right on time! 

この流れがオモシロくて。

「宇宙の法則」に則って流れに乗って生きていると、時間の一般的概念は瞬く間に崩れます。

そして人々が恐れるのとは裏腹に、全てがスルスルと運ぶし、出会う人々の皆が幸せそうな顔なので、更に幸せにさせてもらえます。

自分が外の世界の何一つ、コントロールしなくても宇宙はいつだって私の、あなたの味方なんです。これを使わない手はないですよね?

For today 12/Sep/’16 #addictionrecovery #livehealingly #LoveYOUmore 

See it.

Feel it.

Taste it.

You are not weak. You have a sensitive sense to comprehend the truth directly but unfortunately didn’t know how to deal with it. And you might get through psychological problems that were caused by it. 

You know why?

It’s because you are actually one of messengers to enlighten people about what is important for human beings. 

You know what hurts you and how awful it is. 

That is not the final round, you can use your experiences to reveal the truth to the world. 

Oh, don’t rush. 

Here is a chance to choose. You can use it as horrible experiences to blame other people and also try to forget it. Or you can use it to accept those experiences as a universal but important issue for human and consider it as an opportunity to realize how love is important for human and to spread out love which you know exactly. 

Which world do you want to live in? It’s your choice. 

I am addictive of the several issues. I still tend to codependency, was a workaholic, and a chain smoker, and also a sex addict, and have an eating disorder. 

Those base is the same. I didn’t know how to love myself. I didn’t know how I felt. I didn’t know how to treat myself as a valuable existence appropriately. 

I still tend not to give attention to my needs and I know I am easily able to fall into the addiction of something if I didn’t give attention enough to my needs. 

That is my life. 

I am learning how to harmonize between understanding through my mystical experiences and reality which is based on my experience of the childhood. 

For today 2/Sep/’16 #BeYou #livehealingly #unconditionallove 

For today 2/Sep/’16

Be an expert. 

Be in a professional. 

It doesn’t mean that you are getting money from that.

But…

Be you. 

Be yourself.  

Live in yourself.  

Be proud of yourself.

Be proud of who you are. 

Be proud of whatever you do.

All is perfect, it’s simply because you are. 

When I see everything, I can see people who had gathered to create it with love and nature which we are using.

There is universal love there. 

If there is no intention of universe that is inside of you, nobody can see, feel and taste it. 

The intention of universe is unconditional love. 

I am grateful from the bottom of my heart for everything, especially you. 

Thank you…

For today 19/Aug/ ’16 #livehealingly #love 

For today 19/Aug/2016

If there is someone who you don’t yet tell about your love enough, tell them now if you can. 

Tell them how much you love and how you care. 

Because we all can die unexpectedly, and you could be the one of those today, and if you don’t tell about your love now, your regrets will remain eventually. 

We have only now. 

I lost opportunities of telling my love to my grandfather, and to my older brother who died when I was three-year-old. 

And moreover I didn’t apologize, because of my anger, to my ex-boyfriend who died of the traffic accident and that his death caused my eyesight problem.

Or moreover I didn’t talk about how I care to my friend who died while she gave birth and that her sudden death caused my aphonia, and to other friend who killed herself. 

And I realized that those eyesight problem and the aphonia came from my deep regrets. 

That’s why I decided not to miss any opportunity to tell my love to my dear people. 

…I love you all! 

This time of the last year, I was told that my father didn’t have time to already remain from a doctor, and it was when I decided to take him home from the hospital.

To my father, 

Even if I have fortunately experienced the connection of the universe of love, and even if I already feel not loneliness when I am not “I ” anymore, or even if I often told you about my love and gratitude while hugging you or holding your hand in the last month, but I still miss you, my heart still aches deeply and a lot of tears still flow down. 

I loved you so much more than ever. 

I took care of you in any ways. 

One year before you die, your body were paralyzed and you were an aphasia by cerebral hemorrhage, and moreover you lost excretion control lastly, but I never thought that I wanted to stop care of you. 

No, adversely, I kept being thankful for your having accepted my care, for opportunities that had been given, for being able to tell you my gratitude. 

Thank you for your deep unconditional love and for all time that I spent with you… 

After he was operated for the stomach cancer five years ago, we both noticed somehow that his last moments were not so far, even if no one said that. 

It led me to realize how I loved him, and I am truly grateful for that understanding that had me decided to come home to spend time with him together for last five years. 

I truly love you and will love you forever…