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“BECOMING AWARE OF AWARENESS”

The moment awareness becomes purely aware of awareness —it is not mere spiritual knowledge or experience, but of something—something formless, belonging to nothing, possessing, or claiming nothing—that is invisible yet present—that is, consciousness itself—awareness is enveloped comprehension of profound truth that spontaneously comes, and also enveloped with a sense of calm and peace through being naturally released all tensions.

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It is the moment awareness becomes purely aware of that awareness, not of “I” as the personal “self” that recognizes something.

It is not a “I” that has attained spiritual enlightenment, nor a “I” that has accumulated spiritual doings as experiences.

There is no opponent to struggle with or conquer.

So there are no winners and no losers.

There is no “I” to be enlightened something, nor a “I” that possesses spiritual knowledge.

There is no “I” that thinks, does, or experiences, let alone a “I” that needs to be improved or healed.

From the beginning, there is no beginning or end, there was nobody, and there was nothing to be accomplished anywhere.

There is no special someone anywhere, and there is also no special “I”.

Everything is a complete illusion. When surrendering all experiences, all identification with “I” or “mine,” and all attachment, only what remains purely there is.

It is the universal consciousness, which is omnipresent, that transcends time and space.

This complete “nothingness” is pure freedom.

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In this way, the moment the awareness first realizes the profound truth that everything was functioning perfectly and there were no problems from the beginning, even without doing anything, all problems the mind perceived melt away.

And ultimately, when the awareness realizes that this becoming aware of awareness, even what the mind (ego) calls a spiritual experience that the mind attaches, just like thoughts and emotions, simply appears and disappears, is nothing more than the “impermanence” — that is, when the awareness embraces this impermanence and non-ownership of experience, as what is– the awareness will also naturally let go of final attachment of the mind (ego), the identification with “my experience (enlightenment).”

In fact, until every single one of the minds (egos) is completely dismantled, dissolved it to its root, it will unknowingly return again and again, and again, whispering all kinds of lies and expedients to the mind (ego) in the head, stories of tempting “I” and “mine,” in an attempt to survive.

The mind (ego) will keep insisting, “This ‘I’ exists!” or “This ‘my’ experience is real,” and will keep resisting disappearance, which is natural, endlessly.

Until awareness becomes fully aware of this fact.

“I have attained enlightenment.”

“I am finally (have become) like that sage,” the mind says, and secretly feeling proud of personal “self.”

Ultimately, when awareness becomes aware of the attachment to all “I” and “my,” the mind (ego), emotions, thoughts, and experiences, including these spiritual experiences, and comprehends (embraces as what is) the desperate resistance and attempt of the mind (ego), which is merely a useful tool for becoming aware of awareness, liberation will naturally come, and pure awareness will finally comprehend the meaning and profundity of all the sage’s words.

At that moment, the awareness realizes how natural and simple it is to rest in the awareness itself.

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There are no “my experiences,” no “my thoughts,” no “my knowledges,” no “my achievements,” no “my enlightenment,”nothing.

There is no thinker, no doer, no experiencer anywhere.

There is only a pure and blank existence, which is where unfolds infinite possibilities.

Only the Being that has nothing to achieve and no experience necessary, impersonal pure awareness, The Self, has always been here and now and is here and now.

It never disappears or dies.

That is the only truth. (OM 🙏)