When you decide something listen to your heart carefully. Which does it come from, love or fear?
When it comes from your heart, your energy goes positive but if it comes from your fear, the more you are trying to convince yourself the more your energy runs down.
If you are not sure about it, then you have to wait to decide until you become sure by yourself however people around you said, or if you trust your spiritual journey, you can take whatever comes up.
You are the only one who can ascertain where you are even if it doesn’t suit you.
Remember this, you are a traveler of the spiritual journey and only playing oneself whom you think of on this planet.
Your soul is the only existence who knows everything for oneself.